I saw this John Eldridge quote on Vince Antonucci’s blog:
“The only way to live in this adventure — with all its danger and
unpredictibility and immensely high stakes — is an ongoing, intimate
relationship with God. The control we so desperately crave is an
illusion. Far better to give it up in exchange for God’s offer of
companionship.”
Read it again. It will sink in the more you do.